Good Day,
John here.
What do I blog about today? Well I recently had a birthday...(there is a picture from it). It included such things as turning a year older. A birthday party. Friends. Gifts. Games. Fun. Overall it was a fun party. Quite a few people came...probably over 15, which i think is pretty good considering how many friends seem to move away each year. Two friends from out of town (merritt) came tho! yay
What do I blog about today? Well I recently had a birthday...(there is a picture from it). It included such things as turning a year older. A birthday party. Friends. Gifts. Games. Fun. Overall it was a fun party. Quite a few people came...probably over 15, which i think is pretty good considering how many friends seem to move away each year. Two friends from out of town (merritt) came tho! yay
I received boardgames and graphic novels, multiple of each. Which is good. I love boardgames, and can never have enough. And i really want to read more, and graphic novels seems like the perfect place to start.
On wednesday we went out for dinner with the 'rents. Since there was no time to go our for dinner for the birthday over the weekend and beginning of the week. We ate at casa romas, and they gave us free chocolate mud pie! with a candle and sang happy birthday! haha. then old people sitting near us were all clapping, asking questions like "how old are you now?? oh 26? thats the perfect age..."
it was kinda creepy...the way they were staring...almost like they wanted to suck the youth right out of us..
26 seems old..But of course i still feel young. i wonder at what age i will start to feel old, because of actually being old...not just feeling old because of a number...
26 seems old..But of course i still feel young. i wonder at what age i will start to feel old, because of actually being old...not just feeling old because of a number...
Im getting sick of this stupid weather. Its FRACKIN cold. then it warms up..yay!! then it gets -20 again...then OMG its +8!!! winter is over!! horray!! then I hear last night that its supposed to be -20 again next week. WTF COME ON. honestly, just go away. no one likes you winter.
I hate when this happens....(ok..this is the first time...)
Especially when its someone who lives 5 hours away...that you hadnt talked to in over 2 years but used to have feelings for....and then they add you to facebook...and then you start talking...and then you cant get that person out of your head...all you want to do now is talk to that person everyday...while at work though...since you have no internet at home...but then you find yourself wanting to come to town late at night to use the work internet, so you can talk to them again....and then you start to worry that maybe you are trying to talk to them too much...and they will get annoyed and start ignoring you...so you slow down...and dont message them...and you sit there waiting for them to message you...but then you get antsy, waiting...so you crack..and message them...you want to be back in their life...in their world...but so much time has passed, and you know nothing from the last 2 years.. what they have done, how they have changed...the initial flurry of questions and conversations about life for the past 26 months..what happens when its over? is it, well that was nice catching up, talk to you again in another 2 years? Or does this person also want to rekindle the friendship from that past that was seeminly out of our control that it ended???
Especially when its someone who lives 5 hours away...that you hadnt talked to in over 2 years but used to have feelings for....and then they add you to facebook...and then you start talking...and then you cant get that person out of your head...all you want to do now is talk to that person everyday...while at work though...since you have no internet at home...but then you find yourself wanting to come to town late at night to use the work internet, so you can talk to them again....and then you start to worry that maybe you are trying to talk to them too much...and they will get annoyed and start ignoring you...so you slow down...and dont message them...and you sit there waiting for them to message you...but then you get antsy, waiting...so you crack..and message them...you want to be back in their life...in their world...but so much time has passed, and you know nothing from the last 2 years.. what they have done, how they have changed...the initial flurry of questions and conversations about life for the past 26 months..what happens when its over? is it, well that was nice catching up, talk to you again in another 2 years? Or does this person also want to rekindle the friendship from that past that was seeminly out of our control that it ended???
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